Im hooked on a memory of OUR early years together, how can i possibly know if im in love with my years with your years meshed now or just waiting for the first memories to come back. 

When everyone thinks your a bitch, you cant stand living at home anymore, your friends tell you that they are there for you no matter what, your now single, you dont know if you want to get back, you cant even look the person in the eye, what do you do. its not like theres a magical button that says “easy way out” what do you do when you feel so alone like noone is there for you, and then you find out its actually true. 

Imagine a world where sex was not the underlining truth of happiness in a relationship. Imagine making a joke just to see her smile was the most satisfaction you’ll ever need. Imagine holding hands and talking as close as you can get to their face to breathe in the same air, sharing glances, stealing kisses, and catching them staring at your lips was still considered a good time. Call me crazy, old school, and a hopeless romantic but thats the way it should be. Sometimes I do imagine…

The world makes its mark by engraving your mind in thought, wisdom, and memory. Thought is never going to be your best friend because we all have thoughts, thoughts are very broad and never let you come to a conclusion that satisfies your mind. Wisdom is what we get after our thoughts, after everything is done and said and we find out what we are going to do. But the killer, the real killer is a memory we get a memory of something, someone, anything that once was, and its everything, thought, wisdom and memory. Its all one big mind fuck. A simple memory can twist your whole attitude around. It can turn a perfectly happy person into a miserable sad pathetic person. Memory can turn your day inside out, a sad person can in turn be the happiest person as long as a memory stays with them. But most memories make you cry, question life, and maybe even change your perspective on everything. I think the worst part about a memory is that you can never have it back. no matter how hard you wish for it, its not comming back. countless happy days will never come back they will forever be gone. in most common wording, “A MEMORY WILL NEVER DIE” but it damn well will never be here again. 

This is the whole story: 
The Rugrats really were a figment of Angelica’s Imagination.

Chucky died a long time ago along with this mother, that’s why Chaz is a nervous wreck all the time.

Tommy was a stillborn, that’s why Stu is constantly in the basement making toys for the son who never had a chance to live.

The DeVilles had an abortion, Angelica couldn’t figure whether it would be a boy or a girl thus creating the twins 
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As for “All Grown Up” Angelica was a bipolar schizophrenic who, as a teenager became addicted to various Narcotics, bringing her back to her childhood and thus her creations she obsessed over, because of time lapse between the present and the last time she interacted with her creations, she made them older, Angelica was constantly taking hits of acid, so she would never have to live without her creations who were her only company, in a judgemental world

Angelica’s mom actually died of a heroine overdose, Angelica was schizophrenic/bipolar because she was a crack baby, additionally Drew in his depression married a gold digging whore, that Angelica idolized because she fooled herself into thinking it was her real mom, but always had a concept of her mom, Cynthia, and took a barbie doll, and made it after her mom’s image, wearing an unwashed orange dress, and having jacked up hair, which is why she was so attached to it, later in life she followed in her mom footsteps w/ drugs and everything, dieing of overdose at age 13 when All Grown Up! was “canceled” 

The only rugrat not to be fictional however, was unborn Tommy’s brother Dill, however Angelica didn’t know the difference between Dill and her creations, Dill didn’t follow her commands, after endless crying and a refusal to disappear like the others did when angelica was angry with them, she hit him. And she hit him, screaming a screeching tune, Stu ran in and pulled his niece off of his only child, but it was too late, he had a brain hemorrhage, which resulted in a deformation, as he grew up his damage only became more evident, by the time he was 9 in All Grown Up! He lived as an outcast, being ridiculed for his weirdness, and retardation, the immense guilt over this is what led to her drug use and is what led Angelica to un-create the rugrats briefly, until her experience w/ hallucinogenics.

On a trip to Paris to find love, Chaz married a hooker named Kira (He was actually going to marry a different hooker, but she just wanted him for his money), who had a daughter named Kimi that was torn from her because she was a cocaine addict (Angelica imagined her from Kira’s stories), he lost his mind after the death of his wife and was in denial that she was ever prostitute, upon return to America, Chaz and Kira married and she got her green card, it was actually a really happy/romantic story, Kira continually struggled with addiction, but was relatively happy w/ her life, and Chaz

Suzie was actually Angelica’s only friend, who entertained the thought of Angelica’s creations, for her, She later became a phycologist and teamed up w/ Nickelodeon to make the Rugrats! When Angelica died of drug overdose, she helped arrange her funeral, Angelica’s death was sad, because of her addiction, she was expelled from society, which lead to a break with reality, and her eventual death, she spent the last days of her life in the back of the school cafeteria, imagining friends around her, and playing with the lives of her creations.


Yes, the cartoon has the babies as real people because of adult interaction with them. But, do you think that nickelodeon could have gotten the idea of Rugrats from this tragic storyline? I bet somewhere out there something like this has occurred.